"I just... wish I could be everything someone needs sometimes, I think. Which, like. That's stupid, right?" She knows it is. She also is plenty aware that: "And hypocritical. I don't expect any of my lovers to be everything so, like, why do I think I need to be?" Why, indeed? It's a question she really hasn't taken the time to try and answer. All she knows...

"All I know is that it just, like, hurts. When I feel like I can't give something to someone I love. Or even just like! I want to give them everything I can, more-" Since she knows that's what she always desires: more.

"Sorry, this probably isn't making a lot of sense anymore."