It doesn't feel like a good thing. Rationally, Rosie is aware that the things that are good for you though... often times don't seem like it until later. Rationally, yes, but emotionally? It's terrifying, that thought of rejection due to her inability to please someone. Of not being enough for someone.

All she's ever wanted is to be enough.

"Maybe," is all she settles on, at first. "But, yeah, I still... I know I'm reckless, sure, but I wouldn't... Mm. Everything I've done here, I've wanted to. It's been my choice." Even the dagger. Especially that. "I never want anyone to feel like that's not the case, but wanting to... doesn't always mean I'm prepared for, like, what that actually is." Maybe the idea is more romantic than the reality. "So, I don't know. Maybe I should more time seeing what does feel right or what doesn't instead just, well, letting it happen or trying to force myself to like it."