[Dimitri is only inches away from taking Felix's cock into his mouth but those words cause him to pause. This Felix killed Sylvain? How was that ever an outcome? Sylvain and Felix were meant to be, even he had thought that. Yes he loved Felix but be could never compete to the love those two had for each other. Even in the nights when Felix would stay by his side he wondered if the man would think of Sylvain.]

There is always something left...

[He doesn't want to bring up Sylvain again but he needs to get through to this Felix.]

Do you think me some phantom? Felix I have often wished I was dead. It matters not to me that I died, I'm sure even with regrets I welcomed death. But you are here now, I am here now and I want you to feel this. I won't continue if you can't at least try.