[The kisses work him over well, making Felix breathe deeper with his face flushed rosy. He lets Dimitri push him back while laying hands on his shoulders.]
[He huffs and glances away, embarrassed by the praise.]
You don't have to prove your foolishness.
[His hands leave Dimitri's shoulders, settling into his hair instead. Felix doesn't push or pull him, only touches. He even brushes some of it back from Dimitri's face.]
You don't get it. ...I keep feeling like I never left that battlefield. The one where you died and I killed Sylvain. Like I'm still there, just waiting for someone to finally kill me too. There's nothing of me left for you...
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[He huffs and glances away, embarrassed by the praise.]
You don't have to prove your foolishness.
[His hands leave Dimitri's shoulders, settling into his hair instead. Felix doesn't push or pull him, only touches. He even brushes some of it back from Dimitri's face.]
You don't get it. ...I keep feeling like I never left that battlefield. The one where you died and I killed Sylvain. Like I'm still there, just waiting for someone to finally kill me too. There's nothing of me left for you...