( Probably. Maybe. He had heard some terrible things — but he had only believed some; the slightly less intense ones. Anders was...complicated. So complicated even he could not fully understand him, and especially not after all these years apart. What was even more complicated was how much he missed him; and how he truly felt it now when he watched him stand and start to move. )

I'm following you now? Everything really is arse backwards. ( He grinned. ) Come on, let's see what awaits us in the afterlife. Hope they have alcohol.