( what's that saying? winning the fight but not the war? that seems to be what's going on here, since even if oikawa will count this as a victory, ushijima still has some weird control over oikawa's emotions — not that he ever asked for such a power over someone — so who really is winning here?
then again, oikawa seems to have some kind of sway over ushijima's emotions. well, right now, anyway. ushijima doesn't really know why ( it's the tainted food, he'll think about it later ), but he has to do something about it. at least, that's what's going on in his head right now.
and... somehow oikawa just gives him an opening. just like that.
not that he understands what he means — flirting? he's not, or... he doesn't think he is. is he? that actually gives him pause for a moment to think about it. and kiss him? what...
ushijima lets his gaze slip down to oikawa's mouth, then his eyes, then his mouth again. a shiver works its way through him as oikawa grinds against him and... what is really happening here? ushijima's mind just sort of blanks for a minute because one moment he's just watching him and the next he's moved in close enough to crash their lips together in an almost hurried kiss, one hand curled around to rest against the small of his back to keep him close. )
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then again, oikawa seems to have some kind of sway over ushijima's emotions. well, right now, anyway. ushijima doesn't really know why ( it's the tainted food, he'll think about it later ), but he has to do something about it. at least, that's what's going on in his head right now.
and... somehow oikawa just gives him an opening. just like that.
not that he understands what he means — flirting? he's not, or... he doesn't think he is. is he? that actually gives him pause for a moment to think about it. and kiss him? what...
ushijima lets his gaze slip down to oikawa's mouth, then his eyes, then his mouth again. a shiver works its way through him as oikawa grinds against him and... what is really happening here? ushijima's mind just sort of blanks for a minute because one moment he's just watching him and the next he's moved in close enough to crash their lips together in an almost hurried kiss, one hand curled around to rest against the small of his back to keep him close. )