It wasn't intentional and Ren would think back on this moment and realise she was taking something out of Rowan's control far too personally, but them now knowing who she was cut a cold blade through her heart. All those months and years together as a pack. As a family. Them coaching her and helping her to build up the courage to come out. All the laughter and the eyerolling at the weird American things they came across. The shared moments. All of that was missing.

And after three months of being excluded from any of her pack, it cut deep. "Are you fucking high, Rowan? What the fuck? This isn't a cute look, y'glasswalker prick." She snapped angrily.